Kadim bir dostlu\u011fun izinde<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7ocukluktan gelen bir ba\u011f, y\u0131llar i\u00e7inde derinle\u015fen bir g\u00fcven ve Kapal\u0131\u00e7ar\u015f\u0131\u2019n\u0131n sab\u0131rla \u00f6r\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f haf\u0131zas\u0131\u2026 \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc say\u0131ya ula\u015f\u0131rken, bu derginin yaln\u0131zca bir yay\u0131n de\u011fil, ortak bir duygunun sesi olu\u015funun hik\u00e2yesi.\u2028 \u2028 H\u00fclya Uz, usta bir gazeteci olman\u0131n \u00f6tesinde, hayat\u0131m\u0131n en eski tan\u0131klar\u0131ndan biri. Ayn\u0131 sokaklardan ge\u00e7erek b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm, ayn\u0131 y\u0131llar\u0131n izini ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m, dostlu\u011fu zamana dayanm\u0131\u015f bir \u00e7ocukluk arkada\u015f\u0131. Mesleki yolculu\u011funda g\u00f6sterdi\u011fi titizlik, eme\u011fe ve s\u00f6ze duydu\u011fu sayg\u0131; benim de ayn\u0131 hassasiyetleri ta\u015f\u0131mamla birle\u015fince, bu derginin ruhuna daha en ba\u015f\u0131ndan y\u00f6n verdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2028 \u00c7ocukluktan birlikte b\u00fcy\u00fcyen insanlar; g\u00fcveni de, dostlu\u011fu da, sabr\u0131 da iyi bilir. Beklemeyi, durmay\u0131 ve gerekti\u011finde geri \u00e7ekilmeyi\u2026 T\u0131pk\u0131 \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131da y\u0131llar\u0131n\u0131 verenler gibi. Kapal\u0131\u00e7ar\u015f\u0131\u2019da tan\u0131\u015f\u0131yor olmak bir isim bilmek de\u011fildir; y\u0131llar\u0131n\u0131 vermektir. Ayn\u0131 kepengi her sabah kald\u0131rmak, ayn\u0131 ta\u015flara basarak y\u00fcr\u00fcmek, ayn\u0131 han\u0131n g\u00f6lgesinde ya\u015flanmakt\u0131r. \u00c7ocuk ya\u015fta girip \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc burada ge\u00e7irenler vard\u0131r. Birbirlerini derinden tan\u0131rlar; c\u00fcmleler tamamlanmadan anla\u015f\u0131rlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2028 \u0130\u015fte bu y\u00fczden buran\u0131n ruhu bize hi\u00e7 yabanc\u0131 gelmedi. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc biz de hayata benzer bir yerden bak\u0131yorduk. Bizim hik\u00e2yemiz de kap\u0131s\u0131 her sabah a\u00e7\u0131lan d\u00fckk\u00e2nlar\u0131n, uzayan sohbetlerin, y\u0131llard\u0131r de\u011fi\u015fmeyen selamlar\u0131n i\u00e7inden s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc sayfalara.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2028 Zamanla \u015funu fark ettik: Bu dergi yaln\u0131zca bize ait olmaktan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. \u00c7ar\u015f\u0131da ya\u015fayan herkesin ortak duygusuna d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2028 \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc say\u0131ya geldi\u011fimizde hissetti\u011fimiz duygu tam olarak buydu: Kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k buldu\u011funu g\u00f6rmek. Sahiplenildi\u011fini, benimsendi\u011fini hissetmek\u2026 Kelimelerle anlatmas\u0131 zor ama insan\u0131n i\u00e7ini sessizce dolduran bir sevin\u00e7. Bu yol; sabah\u0131n tela\u015f\u0131yla ba\u015flad\u0131, ak\u015fam\u0131n yorgunlu\u011funa ve gecenin sessizli\u011fine kar\u0131\u015farak ilerledi. \u00c7o\u011fu zaman esnaftan sonra \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k. Kepenkler kapand\u0131ktan, sesler \u00e7ekildikten sonra\u2026 I\u015f\u0131klar bir bir s\u00f6nerken y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fck o karanl\u0131kta. Bazen ger\u00e7ekten son \u00e7\u0131kan biz olduk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2028 Bu sat\u0131rlar, g\u00fcn\u00fcn en kalabal\u0131k anlar\u0131ndan gecenin dinginli\u011fine uzanan bir zaman\u0131n i\u00e7inden s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc. Karanl\u0131k bile yabanc\u0131 gelmedi; \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc orada da bir huzur vard\u0131. G\u00fcn\u00fcn tela\u015f\u0131 bitmi\u015f, her \u015fey dinlenmeye \u00e7ekilmi\u015fken biz h\u00e2l\u00e2 oradayd\u0131k. Bu yaz\u0131 tam da o saatlerde yerini buldu: Sessizlikte, yorgunlukta, geride kalan ad\u0131mlarda\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2028 Bug\u00fcn bu sat\u0131rlara bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda yaln\u0131zca bir metin g\u00f6rm\u00fcyoruz. Sabah\u0131n tela\u015f\u0131n\u0131, ak\u015fam\u0131n yorgunlu\u011funu, gecenin dinginli\u011fini g\u00f6r\u00fcyoruz. Y\u0131llar\u0131n\u0131 buraya vermi\u015f insanlar\u0131n eme\u011fini, sabr\u0131n\u0131 ve haf\u0131zas\u0131n\u0131 hissediyoruz. Ve biliyoruz ki bu ba\u011f, tam da bu y\u00fczden ger\u00e7ek.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2028 Burada ge\u00e7en her an\u0131n k\u0131ymetini kalbimizde ta\u015f\u0131yoruz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Te\u015fekk\u00fcrler Kapal\u0131\u00e7ar\u015f\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u00c7ocukluktan gelen bir ba\u011f, y\u0131llar i\u00e7inde derinle\u015fen bir g\u00fcven ve Kapal\u0131\u00e7ar\u015f\u0131\u2019n\u0131n sab\u0131rla \u00f6r\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f haf\u0131zas\u0131\u2026 \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc say\u0131ya ula\u015f\u0131rken, bu derginin yaln\u0131zca bir yay\u0131n de\u011fil, ortak bir duygunun sesi olu\u015funun hik\u00e2yesi.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":7879,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[32,38],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7878","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-nihal-demirbilek","category-yazi"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.medyakapak.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7878","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.medyakapak.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.medyakapak.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.medyakapak.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.medyakapak.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7878"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.medyakapak.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7878\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7880,"href":"https:\/\/www.medyakapak.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7878\/revisions\/7880"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.medyakapak.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/7879"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.medyakapak.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7878"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.medyakapak.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7878"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.medyakapak.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7878"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}